self-loathing
Self-loathing (noun) means Intense hatred or disgust directed at yourself, going beyond ordinary self-criticism into contempt for who you are. Example: “The diaries record years of self-loathing he hid from everyone.”
How to use self-loathing
Learner’s notesIn plain EnglishHating yourself.
Neutral and clinical enough for psychology writing, and common in memoir and criticism.
Fill the gap
Can you complete this real example?
The diaries record years of _____ he hid from everyone.
Etymology
From self- + loathing.